e story really cracked me up seh!

hahaiz..
e story really cracked me up seh!!
i dunnoe y..abg aleem n abah ng0k tk ketawe,ketawe p0n sikit2 jer..
sya ketawe adelah terbahak2!haiz..
my face all got bekas of ketawe byk sgt.
aniway..
esk sya miting mat pat junied mrt.
n y am i nt hepi?!
ntah ehk..i dnoe y aso..
i juz felt like slambe..jer
oh nk jumpe ehk?jumpe urh!
as in lyke dun cre
humph
do i really like him??
hmm
dun0e ley..
sumtimes i felt like wen his not onlie or msg me..
i felt like missing sumting dat i really miz.but sumtimes wen hes aware,
i felt like nuting,nuting is really reamrcble about him..or towards him.
n his feelings too..i felt like sumting is hiding him fr0m me.
i n0e he got so many EX bt sumtimes wen he talks t0 his x,i fel like im jls of him n his EX.
n especially wen his talking t0 his x's sis.i really confuse wif my feelings ryte now..
is dis luv?
or dis is juz a feeling towards a fren..??
i really DUNNOE!!
y me??
y not sum1 else?
haha.lol.
sum1 else??
cm nk org laen yg rase jer mcm mane yg sya rase,haiz.
wei!!!
mane ader seh!!
hohohohohoho.
hmmm..ntah lah..dah mlm nih..sya p0n lom rse ngnt0k agi..
i dunnoe ley..haiz.
k la!bye lah
sya nk study!
lebih baek blajar dari maen com..jer1
tol tk??teehee
okok.bubye!

ergh!!!

how cn dis be happening neme??!!!
im c0nfuse!im depress!!!
i noe ur frustration inside..
bt wat d0 u tink im in??
i felt e same way u did!!!
i felt e frustration inside!!!!
bt h0w cn i cure it?
0r hw cn i heal ur heart??
if my heart iz still hurt?>:
oh god!!!
i n0e itz my fault dat ur suffer..
n i also dun want ya t0 bring a h0pe on me.
im scred!
im really scred!!
im scred t0 face all e circumstances in a relationship!!!
im scred t0 face e relationship like i had before!!!
im still hurt...
n i nid sum1 t0 heal it..
sum1 hu's really luvs me..
n m0st importantly..
i also luv him..

how cn dis be happening neme??!!!
im c0nfuse!im depress!!!
i noe ur frustration inside..
bt wat d0 u tink im in??
i felt e same way u did!!!
i felt e frustration inside!!!!
bt h0w cn i cure it?
0r hw cn i heal ur heart??
if my heart iz still hurt?>:
oh god!!!
i n0e itz my fault dat ur suffer..
n i also dun want ya t0 bring a h0pe on me.
im scred!
im really scred!!
im scred t0 face all e circumstances in a relationship!!!
im scred t0 face e relationship like i had before!!!
im still hurt...
n i nid sum1 t0 heal it..
sum1 hu's really luvs me..
n m0st importantly..
i also luv him..

mat!!!!
im sorie!!!
i reallyam!!!

ape sey!!!

ape seh!!!!kak mel dah pr0mise nk gi ngan sya gi b'dae party kak sha pastuh tk jadi stakat bc0z der mlz tapi kalau part der,der nk pergi mane2 begging sya,walaup0n sya tk ley pegi tapi sya ttp pergi seh!..
kwn ape seh!..abeh tuh setiap kali kali tk der fren baru carik sya..ngah bored carik sya..kalau der msg sya, sya tk reply der kate sya somb0ng..abeh biler kalau part der byk kali seh sya msg tk reply..tanye asl?jwb mlz..!!
mak ai!!fuddup seh!*grrr*...

e s0ng i wrote...

here it goes...

mengapa ini harus t'jadi,
mengapa ia t'jadi kpd ku,
selama ini ku memintapd yg esa,
agr ku temukn cinta yg suci
(menemukn..dgn cinta yg suci)

suatu ari ku tlah mene my kannya,
tapi mengapa hati ini engan menerima,
ku bingung dan pasrah kpd mu,
adakah ini cinta yg suci ...
atau sekadar gurauan semata...

*to be contrinued.....

wow!!^_^

hmmm..sya still dun have any idea t0 finish my s0ng...:(
t0day, sya chat ngan mat,n his really made me luff today..
he always made me smile wenever im really sad 0r bored.
n now i g0t sum idea t0 finish my s0ng!
i can write..aahh...G0T IT!
i noe u dunnoe anything. but,later als0 u will n0e wat e s0ng iz all about
hmm..i tink dats it for today..
nk semayg!
l0m solat dok!
dah nk maghrib!

s0,bubye!!